All Other Ground Is Sinking Sand
The relation of man and nature through cynicism.

Internalization of oneself. The idea of myself as the protagonist of my life has been the destructor to the fulfillment of others around me. The lack of selflessness has been torturing the potential I so much seek to enrich. As grandiose as it can be, the mind has served me for destruction in ways I would have never imagined.

God, a divinity that posseses different connotations for different individuals. Within my individuality, god acts as a living relationship. A relationship you nourish, but as the previous words I have written demonstrate, this relation has not been nourished in the ever so slightest, and I cannot seem to fuel the source to my soul consistently.

Forward, the reality I wish to be in.

Imagined, imagines, imagination; what drives the scenarios I build. Schemes that feel so vivid yet distort my sense of reality. It seems impossible but rather possible. Impossible but rather possible; how much truth is found within that statement? This uncertainty of not understating nor being capable of affirming the possibility of renewing myself is at the core of self-doubt and fear of not obtaining an evolution.

Evolution, a phase that can only be executed through self-deliverance. Although dramatic, self-deliverance, as I view it, revolves around surrendering the burdens I have so long carried and let the presence that should overrule my mind hold control; God.

Soul, the core to my mind, damaged from obscurities, insecurities, uncertainties, and fictional realities, all have catalyzed internal-external disintegration.

As I sit here writing the state of mind in which I carry this heavy burden, I reflect on past traumas that have affected my being. This fictional person reflecting the feeling of death as the solution to one’s problem essentially reincarnated the thoughts I wish to disemploy to move on. Past traumas lead to present connections harming day-to-day life. Past traumas make present days feel like unobtainable optimism. Past traumas act as the guide for destruction and the illusion that obtaining optimal realities is impossible.

Impossible, and what seems almost unobtainable, is what has been overruling my mind. As I sit here collecting emotional data from lived experiences, I heal with every touch my fingers press upon this keyboard. As my thoughts reveal a truth that does not impress me, as the damage of surrounding components creates guilt within my mind, I suffer from the fear of the unknown.

Unknown, unknown, unknown, the anti-parallel to faith seems to overpower the actions I surrender. Although an abstract approach to constructing ideas into words, I feel like the relief of one’s state is not found by communication but rather internalization.

Disintegration; a complete disintegration of myself is the following phase if no spiritual, physical and mindful action is put forward.

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The social structure of the twenty-first century can be said to rely on consumerism,
a state of mind influenced by parties of higher
institutions infiltrating into the day to day individual, a moral construct that praises
the excessive acquirement of goods.

As I sit here writing the state of mind in which I carry this heavy burden, I reflect on past traumas that have affected my being. This fictional person reflecting the feeling of death as the solution to one’s problem essentially reincarnated the thoughts I wish to disemploy to move on. Past traumas lead to present connections harming day-to-day life. Past traumas make present days feel like unobtainable optimism. Past traumas act as the guide for destruction and the illusion that obtaining optimal realities is impossible.

Impossible, and what seems almost unobtainable, is what has been overruling my mind. As I sit here collecting emotional data from lived experiences, I heal with every touch my fingers press upon this keyboard. As my thoughts reveal a truth that does not impress me, as the damage of surrounding components creates guilt within my mind, I suffer from the fear of the unknown.

Unknown, unknown, unknown, the anti-parallel to faith seems to overpower the actions I surrender. Although an abstract approach to constructing ideas into words, I feel like the relief of one’s state is not found by communication but rather internalization.

Internalization of oneself. The idea of myself as the protagonist of my life has been the destructor to the fulfillment of others around me. The lack of selflessness has been torturing the potential I so much seek to enrich. As grandiose as it can be, the mind has served me for destruction in ways I would have never imagined.

Imagined, imagines, imagination; what drives the scenarios I build. Schemes that feel so vivid yet distort my sense of reality. It seems impossible but rather possible. Impossible but rather possible; how much truth is found within that statement? This uncertainty of not understating nor being capable of affirming the possibility of renewing myself is at the core of self-doubt and fear of not obtaining an evolution.

Evolution, a phase that can only be executed through self-deliverance. Although dramatic, self-deliverance, as I view it, revolves around surrendering the burdens I have so long carried and let the presence that should overrule my mind hold control; God.

God, a divinity that possesses different connotations for different individuals. Within my individuality, god acts as a living relationship. A relationship you nourish, but as the previous words I have written demonstrate, this relation has not been nourished in the ever so slightest, and I cannot seem to fuel the source to my soul consistently.

Soul, the core to my mind, damaged from obscurities, insecurities, uncertainties, and fictional realities, all have catalyzed internal-external disintegration.

Disintegration; a complete disintegration of myself is the following phase if no spiritual, physical and mindful action is put forward.

Forward, the reality I wish to be in.

Press here to experience the complete video.